Countless days, I've thrown my life away
Saying, “This will be the day that I change.”
But it never came, till I reclaimed myself

This is my time

All of these days I spent placating
Just wanted to walk away
From all the things I've hurt the most
I'd say, “I guess this is where I'll stay.”
Inside the pain, lost in time
Now, I start from the end
Will I ever win or just pretend?
What you give is what you get
And all I'm left is contempt
When will this end?

Do not die with the music inside
Celebrate what defines being alive
Who decides what is wrong from right?
Are you true to yourself or just fronting a lie?

Victory is measured in suffering
As we sow and reap in self prophecy
Claim the keys you hide and seek
Or retreat beside fear and defeat
I will fight for what is mine
I will not die with lost time

Don't ever claim to relate if you don't
Come face to face with the demons today
You know you'll never escape the slave you create
Unless you let go of your hope and then learn
The difference between believe and know
No, I will not repent for it's never been sin to exist
Attrition infringed the hearts of men
I will not submit to this endless list of victims
Hating and creating our indifferences until the end

Make no mistake, I fell from grace
I've been betrayed and I've done the same
I've faced the grave and felt the flames
I'm 30 pieces in exchange
I decimate but never hesitate
I came, I saw, and forever changed
I originate but never replicate
I separate all imitating greatness
-Kiss of Judas

Victory is measured in suffering
As we sow and reap in self prophecy
Claim the keys you hide and seek
Or retreat beside fear and defeat
I will fight for what is mine
I will not die with lost time

This is my time to live my life

Spare me the speech you were sold
Born a black sheep only to die a scapegoat
Romancing poems denotes superfluous prose selling out our souls
Only to dispose of all of those who hold the antidote
No, I will not sit and listen to this bullshit
Tournament rounds of forfeit encouragement
That's why I came to shut it down with no authority
A massive attack on the silent majority

Countless days, I've thrown my life away
Saying, “This will be the day that I change.”
But it never came, till I reclaimed myself

Victory is measured in suffering
As we sow and reap in self prophecy
Claim the keys you hide and seek
Or retreat beside fear and defeat
I will fight for what is mine
I will not die with lost time